too busy with my shop that i've stoopped updating. or rather the laziness in me?
or either cos been lazy to take pics so no pics to update? hmm..
anyway, after several years
i understood that im truly not a person who can forget certain things.
yesterday once proven that once the thorn is in my heart, and noone pulls it out,
it will forever stays. the memories will just keep coming back to me and
the fear in me still stays.
i do believe im not petty. and dont want to forgive. its cos i really cant forget.
i cant. no matter how much i try.
sighs
on a hindsight, when i was buying isa's present and saw forever friends bear,
it reminds me of something that happen few years ago.
guess i am really very bad back then. really evil. somehow i really feel
very very guilty for what i did.
this guilt still did not go away even after years.
i love you,,
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